Im stressed out and feeling heavy. Im having a clogged nose and soar throat. Cant speak properly. Stressors coming in all sizes and with their own magnitudes. Hehe. Upcoming weeks are gonna be busy. Nothing is new for me. More school things to be done. Today at our RLE class, we would present a jingle again (!) and reporting regarding the mortality rate of the Filipinos. Still, im not yet ready for my part in the report, sort of.

I didnt attend PE class yesterday. It was raining hard in our place (dahilan ba yun?!) and Im not into Physical Education, maybe thats why Im having my problem with myself. So when I arrived at school (almost late for PHC class!), the professor hasnt arrived yet, and I got to ask my classmates how was the first meeting with the PE instructor. According to them, the instructor was mad because all of us were absent. Wait, we waited for him last Monday till 3:00 in the afternoon. At the gym. We even had our attendance to prove that we were present at that time. But the instructor was in the pool waiting for us. Golly, I remembered last time, I went first to the swimming pool first and met this instructor. He asked me who was our PE teacher for swimming. I said I dont know yet coz that was the first meeting. So he told me to head to the gym, ask for my teacher, and return to him. But when I got there, my classmates where there and I completely forgot about the teacher coz I just wanted to end the day. I think that man was our teacher. And my classmated told me they were scolded. Swimming proper starts next week. All boys in swimming trunks and girls in their swimsuits. Waaaaaaaaaaah! Swimming trunks! I didnt imagine I would be wearing that! Maybe not now! Not with this body of mine. Maybe some other day or month or year, but not next week! Waaah! OMG!

Ayaw ko na! Waaah!!

Hah! I knew it! That prof is a dumb ass! Akala niya kung sino siya! Unang taon niya palang pala sa teaching! Tapos akala mo kung sinong magaling! Eh kung mag-english eh parang si Ethel Booba amp! At pinagttripan pa kami! Una jingle, ok lang. Then role play, sige pwede pa. Aba! Umabuso! Pantomime naman! RLE ba talaga tinuturo niya? Oh acting classes?! Kainis! Isama mo pa yung isang kasama niya na bobita din! Sino daw si Gregorio Patawad?! Ampotah, may pangalan bang ganun?! Gusto ko nga sanang tumawa nun at sabihin na "Ma'am, title po yun ng kwento! Wahahahaha!" Walang kwenta din mag reason out. Daig pa nang bata! Poor din sa English! Kainis! Naku, feeling ko eh baka matulad ako sa kanila pag-graduate ko.. Please! Hindi ako kasing baba niyo! Magsama kayong dalawa! Wala kayong kwenta!

Ooooooh! Its a nice feeling I could rant out here. To my classmates, if you could read this, feel free to comment in the tag-board. Ok lang. Walang magagalit. And I know you all HATE those two nutheads. Right? Hehehehehe.

post post! whats wrong with blogger?! i cant view my blog! argh!

Ok, its working now. Just messed up internet problems probably blah blah.

Its all about the money. Its all about the dum du du du dum dum. I dont think its funny. I see it fade away. Did I got it right? This video just showed up at VH1 in MTV just as I was thinking where to get the money for tomorrow. Yeah, its all about money.

I need money now, hehe. No more money in mom's wallet. Bills are overdue. Hehe. And money wont be here until some time. Just found out last night. And all I had in mind this day was money, money, and money. Cant concentrate enough with the RLE exam so I mispelled HOLISTIC to HISTOLIC. And erasures are considered wrong. So I just blew out 5 points of my grade. Sheesh. But after that, everything went ok. I didnt lose a peso ni my pocket. And if ever that happens, Im gonna WALK home (school's location is VERY FAR from home).

With these problems popping in along with other problems, life's really hard. Minsan naiisip ko na sumuko pero hindi pwde kasi I made a promise to my mom. And its my duty as the eldest. Nyah! Andrama naman amp! Tigil na nga ito.

Nasayang 1 week load ko sa pRO ng hindi man lang naglelevel character ko. Kainis. Sino ba mabaet diyan nagbebenta ng RO zeny? Pabili po. Please.

Nawala na mood ko. Bye na nga.

Morning! At last, my free day. No school for today. Been a busy actually and Im feeling the pressure now. My head started aching last morning and still twitching today because of lack of sleep. It is hard because I have these problems here at home and at school and I cant just leave or just set them aside. Im facing the life of adulthood too early. And its driving me nuts.

Thursdat, didn't attend the FCL class. Im planning to change my section because that is the only class for that day. It would be just wasting money, going to school at 6 in the EVENING till 9, and maybe ending up going home early because the lame professor didnt want to attend the late class. So, me, along with Cherry and Ritchelle apllied for a section reassignment in the dean's office. Results can be claimed this Monday. Hope it would be approved (para free na ako ng Thursday).

Speaking of Monday, no more Charmed Mondays for me. Classes are dismissed at 9 in the evening everyday. Charmed is aired at 9 / 9:10 I think. Travel time depends on the availability of tricycles and jeeps. 45 mins - 1 hr approximately. Ill end up watching last short parts of the episode. Hay..

RLE class or Drama class? I dunno. RLE class should be about health and service but with the activities we are having, its gonna be a drama club. Role playing isnt my forte and I suck at acting. Im not the only one complaining, my classmates dont like acting. We dont dress up in COMPLETE uniform and folllow the damn rules, just to be in front of the class and doing the corny, shitty acting. It teaches group dynamics..?? There are more activites much better than role playing to display group dynamcs, so why role play? Add the pain in the ass professor.

I had wrong impressions with the Nutrition class, first day went great, but for the 2nd meeting, I was drowsing in my seat from time to time (a minute awake then falling back to sleep 2 minutes or so). Health Ethics interests me most. Aside from the great professor, the topics are related to my course. Im sure it would be a fun class.

Ferdinand, ang gulo mo.

Hi there! After almost 3 months of leave, Im back to blogging again. Haha. Ive been busy, really. Busy with my video games. Family days. And to make it up with you guys, I made a new layout for my bloggy, featuring Full House. Oh, hindi yan corny! Paborito ko yan kaya bawal kontra! Wahaha! Song Hye Kyo! Song Hye Kyo!

This summer vacation has got to be one of the significant days of my life. Im learning to be the man, the man of the family. Most of my friends know already my condition here at home. But Im gonna put it here. Im now the parent of my 3 younger siblings. Hehe. Just jokin. At my age of 18, Im in full responsibility of taking care of them. Coz both of my parents are now working abroad, and the 4 of us will be the family for 2 years. And as the eldest, Ill be doing all the duties of my mom when she was still here in the country. Actually, it is hard. Taking care of 3 'pasaways', monitoring them here at home and their school performance, thinking what to cook for meals, paying the bills, how to budget the money, and how to manage my personal time to my spare time and my study time. With all of that, I came to realize how hard it is to be a parent, and Im feeling it now. I felt sorry and and apologized to my mom for not following her requests sometimes. I guess this is the perfect time that I am encountering these stuff. I mean, this would be my first step in to independence, right? I still find time for myself, and I am spending it now here blogging (just look at the time I finshed this post :D).

I enrolled late. 3 days before the opening classes. Nice? N-O. No. Just requesting the pre-enrollment form made that day the worst. My inner devils wanting to get out of this body and smack that lady in the face. The lady im talking about is the coordinator (as Ive heard from a friend), and she just made a wrong impression. Even though some people are in their higher positions, there are still some who just dont know what is going on around them. They should be aware as they are coordinators. Right after I got to school, I immediately went to the school auditorium where enrollment for courses are held. I approached this lady, old lady as YJ says, and asked if the enrollment is still on for old students. She said yes and asked if I was done with the evaluation. Evaluation? Isnt that evaluation are for new students? And Im already with that part. So I said, ma'am, Im already evaluated. Im just asking for the enrollment form. And she asked for the evaluation form If I have failed subjects the past semester. I answered that Im done with that evaluation last April and I the people who evaluated me said I could enroll for my 2nd year. And she repeated that she needs the evaluation form and I kept on telling her that I was done with it, last April pa! Ang kulet ng amp! Until I showed her some documents I brought to see if those were what she was referring to. It wasnt. The next thing she told me was to get my copy of grades. 30 minutes passed, I got back, with the grades of course (Im so happy with my grades!) to the OLD lady. Sabi niya, 'ok naman pala yung mga grades mo eh matataas. Pati yung mga major mo'. Wait, close ba tayo para sabihin mo sakin yan?! That made me mad, how dare speak to me like that. What was she thinking? Just because I dont look that 'good at class' means she can say that. Ano ba ako sa tingin niya, tanga? Just because she wasnt getting what she wanted (she wants the wrong thing) means she could treat me that way. Anyway, so after some bullshit crap with her, she handed me the enrollment form (finally!). Here's the second part of the bad day. Before she handed the form, she wrote AD as my section. Hey! I am with section AQ! Im on that list, the evaluators showed it to me last April. I insisted that AD wasnt my section and I belong to AQ. And she said I cant do that, for I am in AD and AQ is closed. What the fuck?! EH NASA AQ NGA PO AKO, PINAKITA SAKIN YUNG LIST. AND THAT IS MY RESERVED SLOT (since Im an old student). Sabi niya ngayon ka lang nag enroll, FIRST COME FIRST SERVE. AMP! I wanted to shout at her, HINDI MO BA ALAM NA ANG MGA 2ND YEAR STUDENTS ARE AUTOMATICALLY ASSIGNED TO THEIR SECTIONS DEPENDING ON THEIR ANATOMY CLASS LAST SEMESTER?! Gusto kong isigaw sa kanya yun! Nagtimpi lang talaga ako. But she was persistent that AD is my section blah blah blah blah blah. I gaev up, took the form and went to the boards with the schedule pinned to it. I was mumbling words to myself. Thinking what to do to change the section. After some time, a planned was formed. Luckily, I had my old enrollment form with me (I already had the form with AQ as my section when I was evaluated, but I didnt enrolled that time for some problems with subject accreditation, and thats another story!). I came up with the plan, Ill pass the old form, but not to old lady, to wait for another person to replace her when she takes a break. And that will be the time to proceed, certify the form and assess the schedule. And so I did it, flawless attack. Tapos ang laban sa old lady. Ako ang panalo. Nautakan niya ako nung una, pero ako pa din ang panalo. Bwahahahahahaha! End of story.

Tuesday came, first day of classes. RLE was the subject. I came in late (What a nice move to start the new school year! I was told to stay in front of the class along with 3 more late students (1 of them was Cherry, isa pang pahuli palagi!) The clinical instructor was tact and strict. Because we came late, we have to attend a makeup class and assigned a duty (in the hospital? dunno. but I hope it is in the hospital). We were also asked to make an excuse letter why we were late to be passed before the dismissal time, 9 PM. It was nice to be back at school, I was looking forward into it during the vacation. I know it would be a great year. It was nice to see my classmates back in Anatomy class. Most of them didnt wear the uniform, so they were sent out of the classroom. And they could only return if they are in their uniform. Only one came back. Hehe. We spent the next 3 hours introducing ourselves to the 2 CIs (Clinical Instructors). Walang awat! Sinagad hanggang 9 talaga! At parang hindi pa titigil! But the CI assigned to us is good, I could tell it. The way he handled the class when he introduced us into the subject. I hope he wouldnt be that spunky throughout the semester. And I hope to pass the subject.

I think this one's a story na. One long post. Haha. For not posting for a long time.

See ya next post!!

Still trying things out! Be back at midnight! Have to go to school now. See yah!